JANUARY 14 ~~ ANOTHER BIRTHDAY, ANOTHER HOLIDAY, ANOTHER YEAR IN HEAVEN
Gone Too Soon
YOU WERE GONE BEFORE WE KNEW IT AND ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY.
YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN, NOR WILL YOU EVER BE. AS LONG AS MEMORIES LAST , WE WILL REMEMBER THEE.
THINGS HAVE NEVER BEEN THE SAME SINCE THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY
We have lost our son. A fun, lovable young man who was only 18 years old.
Jason died alone on the street without me (his mom) or his dad by his side
We did not get to say good-bye. We did not get to hold his hand. We did not
get the chance to tell him one final time how much we love him or not to be
afraid. He was all alone. It is a loss that continues and will continue for the
rest of our lives until we finally die.
FULL OF LAUGHTER, LOVE&FUN,JASON, OUR PRECIOUS SON
THE ABSENCE OF JASON IS EVERYWHERE
It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree.
The wounds remain. In time the mind, protecting its SANITY,
covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessons.
But it is never gone....never gone
My heart stopped .... with yours
My breath died .... with yours
My life ended .... with yours
TEARS WITHOUT END
NIGHT WITHOUT DAY
TIME WITHOUT FORGETTING
FOOD WITHOUT TASTE
SLEEP WITHOUT REST
SORROW WITHOUT COMFORT
PAIN WITHOUT LIMIT
EMPTINESS WITHOUT BOTTOM
LIFE WITHOUT JASON
" ENJOY THE RIDE "
Jason is dead. It is still shocking to hear myself say it. There was nothing wrong with him.
He was not sick. He was not old. He was a teenager. How could he be dead? He was so
active, he was healthy and so full of life. He was only 18. But life did not leave him on its
own; his life was taken from him. It ended in a horrible way. He didn't just die; he was
violently killed. Even saying he was in an accident is too kind. Dead...a gut-wrenching
word. One word that can literally make me sick. We did not lose Jason - we know
where his body is laid to rest. To say he's gone sounds like he willingly went somewhere
and will come back. Well, we have lost Jason and he is gone and the fact is: HE IS DEAD.
He will not be coming back home to us. We will not see him, hear him, touch him ever
again. His life here is over, it has ended. That's it. No more. There was a past, but there
is no future. Tomorrow will not be......END OF STORY.
LONELY IS OUR HOME WITHOUT YOU
JASON
With a wave of his hand, a happy smile and a life full of promise, Jason rode off.
A sudden crash and all is still. Shattered lives, broken hearts, questions without
answers. We can only wish we knew what really happened.
Don't be fooled; time does not heal or mend. It only makes you realize all the
things your poor child will never get to do.
Watch over us Jason, until we are all together again. We love you and have always
been so proud of you. Be at peace. We had no choice but to let you go.
If you knew Jason, I hope you will remember the boy with the big Chevy truck who
had a passion for riding and an unquenchable zest for life. Lift up your eyes, look
above , and give him a wave and a smile.
"Later, J"
A LIFE SO YOUNG RELEASED TO HEAVEN
LEFT ON EARTH WE WONDER WHY
BUT SOME ARE SENT AMONG US BRIEFLY
SOME HAVE SPIRITS MEANT TO FLY
HALF MY HEART RESIDES IN HEAVEN
